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Tianyi ([personal profile] doomsdisco) wrote in [community profile] vocaloidressing2013-06-02 01:58 pm

And I feel fine

[That's strange. You could've sworn you were alone, but you're getting that distinct tingling feeling that someone is nearby.

After a double take or two you finally spot the culprit: a little girl, looking up at you with a soft smile.
]

If the world were to end in six days, what would you like to do?

[personal profile] mrlivingskull 2013-06-27 06:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Those're some big some promises.

...Could ya really go anywhere? Do anything?

/2

[personal profile] mrlivingskull 2013-06-27 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
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Edited (doggone it HTML, ruining the moment) 2013-06-27 18:38 (UTC)

And then I just now notice I typoed an extra "some" in my previous reply, too. Argh. x_x

[personal profile] mrlivingskull 2013-06-27 06:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Well now, that's mighty sweet a' ya...but goin' anywhere here ain't a problem fer me.

Thanks. =D /2

[personal profile] mrlivingskull 2013-06-27 06:54 pm (UTC)(link)
'm sure it is. The earthbound always wanna fly. Human bein's - well, those on Earth anyhow, they-- they look at the sky, out there...an' they see the wonder of it. They see the possibility.

They see the other side of a dream.

But what they don't see is...what's beyond the sky...ain't nothin' but what's beyond the sky. Sure, there's a lot out there, but, what's there...well, that all depends on yer sky. Where ya start out from.

An' some of us, I guess...were just lucky enough t'be born under different skies. Sometimes I feel sorry for them Earth folks.

[personal profile] mrlivingskull 2013-06-27 06:55 pm (UTC)(link)
...Fuck me, I dunno where all that came from!

[personal profile] mrlivingskull 2013-06-27 07:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Not a happy place. I can tell ya that.

It's all the skies I seen since then that've been the good ones. All the people under 'em...all the sights, the sounds, the smells, th' tastes. Places an' critters an' plants, all that shit. Sure, I seen bad stuff too, nightmare stuff even, but it's made me who I am today. I'm glad fer most of it. Glad I was alive.

[He's already compromised his previous position just to say what he has, but despite the potential lack of wisdom in it, he can't help letting one more thing slip out...]

Glad I found out what bein' alive could feel like.

Edited (har har, caught several. man, I need to proofread these more carefully.) 2013-06-27 19:11 (UTC)

[personal profile] mrlivingskull 2013-06-27 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[a shrug] Well now, it ain't as simple as all that. Not about to regret growin' an' learnin'...but that ain't t'say I don't regret what else came from me fuckin' up. I got off lucky, compared to how things coulda been, but still...

[Change direction.]

When y'get down to it, anyhow, to live is to sorrow, at least when yer human. Findin' happiness takes a lotta things, an' I think it's luck for the most part. Keepin' happiness takes more of the good stuff: smarts, strength, an' all that.

Some days, I'm happy. Some days I'm not. But I'm always movin'. I think that's what happiness is, fer me an' a lotta humanshapes. Everythin' moves, everythin' changes...without that, happiness would die out. It'd suffocate.

Because happiness needs to breathe just like a man, see? An' breathin' is changin'. Everything moves through change; it's like an Earth fish through water. Without water, fishie can't move. Can't swim, can't eat, can't live. Without change, humans can't be happy. Can't even really be alive, in my seein'.

[another shrug.]

I dunno. I dunno what the hell I'm goin' on about anymore.